They all doubt you but I know your real

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XIAOFEN. :D







Surprised Xf wf a birthday cake right outside her house at 9pm. She thought there were no plans today and Amanda told me she sounded disappointed in MSN. I also cancelled our movie outing unintentionally, as my mum forbid me from going. At least she's lenient enough to let me celebrate wf my friends later on.

When we were outside Xf's house, 'we' being Me, Amanda, Amirah and Joanna, we were talking too loudly until Xf's dad peeked at the window and shouted because he thought we were pranksters. LOL. In the end, he recognised us and let us in. Sang Xf a birthday song, ate the cake, slacked and went home close to 11pm. I took a cab home. Costed me 5bucks. Pfft.

Teachers' Day tomorrow. Plus, ACES day. Wearing PE attire throughout the whole day, YES! :D My parents are back. I love my mum. She bought lots of food too. I'm sure to gain weight by this week. Ahhhhhh. I need to stop eating.

These hands aren’t holdin’ me down, never again will I be without

Today and yesterday was Xf and Amanda's birthday celebration, part 1. Yesterday, it was for Amanda. Today, it was for Xf.





Dinner. Ice-cream. Talked. Took pictures. And that's all. Tomorrow, there's more. :D BYE.

You're crashing on your own tonight

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMANDA. :D




Had only less than 5 hours of sleep and I was really very tired. Went to school and zoned out the whole day. Even during Bio, I was spacing out so much that I don't get anything from the teacher. There was a time when Nurrah took the phone and blasted the music, accidentally. Then I was like, 'Omg, my phone's dead this time. Seriously.' In the end, the teacher didn't even give a care and acted as if nothing happened. LOL.

After school, I went to find Amanda as she told me they were playing basketball at the indoor court. I was looking everywhere for her and I asked Qiuhui. She told me to treat her to a drink then she would accompany me here. Bought her a drink, played a game, teaming with my classmates. I was wearing my uniform, for goodness sake. It was sooo hot okay. Even if Qiuhui and I changed to our jerseys alr, there'd be no more time to play. Because the match against AES is starting. K so I was doing this faking stunt to Amanda. Stepped on her foot by accident and suddenly, there's this instant pain around my ankle. LOL. Jingyi, Amanda and Qiuhui were like, 'Omg, if Mr.So find's out, we die.' Because there's a match. In the end, the match was cancelled. ARGHH. And oh yes, FocusedTest was gg. Sigh.

My ankle hurts whenever I strain my foot from bending. I don't think it's a sprain, which is good. After training, rushed home and bathe. Met xf. Had steamboat at Jason's place. Ate ice-cream cake. Homed at 11pm. Cabbed and reached home at 11.30pm. :D




Amanda had always complained about Jingyi and I, being violent girls and should be more gentle next time. Pfft. Amanda, watch your words okay. When she was cutting the cake, the thing which is used to cut the cake, snapped and everyone laughed like mad. Now who's violent and not gentle, this time? :X

Too scared to start and too scared to let go

I've got nothing much to blog. Today, our form teacher asked us to write something "encouraging" to the person sitting beside us. Vernice's one was veeery encouraging. :B

I can see the fear in your eyes, making it hard to walk away

Very shag now. Shopping today. Lol. It seems like I can never get tired of shopping. Met up wf Jasper at the interchange first. Passed something to him. After that, met up wf Xf and Mok. Shopped at Bugis and FarEast. I wasn't talking so much and both of them were asking why I was so quiet. I'll be quiet once I never ate anything or don't have the energy to do so. So I need to eat first before I can crap like mad. :B










Okay, I'm gonna have to buy an anti-shake-camera phone soon. D:<



Very ugly. Tsktsk. Going library again tomorrow. Cool rightzxc. BYE.

I live for you and not for me anymore

Hello. School these days are freaking random. The teacher commented that when I'm not smiling, it looks as if I'm giving the 'attitude' face. Then I was like, "Oh, so I should smile every second?" But when I told my senior about it, she said whenever I grin or smile, I look like a retard. -.- So I don't really know what they want lah. Loool.

Yesterday, went to the library and read books again. Mok and Xf studied. Had coffee first then did our work from 4pm until 7.30pm then had ice-cream at Mac. When I reached home, my father thought I went somewhere else because he didn't believe I was at the library for so long. -.- Proves that he don't trust me enough, pfffft. And freak, I look so kuku reading/studying.





Tuesday, I had cramps until I felt so sick, I went to the sickbay and slept there till school's over. I told Coach to drive me home as I was feeling very giddy and weak so he drove me home after school. Wednesday, didn't turn up for lessons as I was still feeling unwell but I did turn up for my Execution which was after school. I reached school at 1.45 and passed by the Chem Lab then my class people suddenly shouted, "Wah, Joanne! Why never come ah!" or "Joanne come for f&n nia!" Crap, I didn't know they were having chem. Lol. My f&n was total crap. I had waaaay too much ingredients. Let me show you the stack of containers I need to bring home. -.-



Madness. My classmates were saying, "Wah! From far can see a tower sia!" LOL. I had the urge to take cab again like how I took cab to school but I kept telling myself, "Cmon, you can walk home. You'll manage to save 3bucks!" -.- I must keep reminding myself I need to save for birthday presents. Dang.

On wednesday was also my maid's birthday. There was a mini celebration and lots of very EDIBLE and GOOD food. :D I doubt mine was edible anw. D:




One mistake that killed me in Execution. I baked my muffins WITHOUT the melted chocolate so it's tasteless and tastes like paper. -.- It only has Cocoa powder, flour, baking powder and eggs inside. But I kept the excess and made TASTY muffins at home. This time, I remembered to mix my melted chocolate as well. I'm not even capable of cooking 5 dishes. Crap. How will I survive in the future? D:

Maths Focused test today. Let's kiss my 10marks, goodbye. I left 3 questions blank and did not manage to complete my graph due to lack of time. -.- Training after that and home by 8pm. I'm dead beat. Ugh.

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Who are you to judge? Who are you to comment? Stop playing pretense because you can't always lie your way through. You think you're all that but look at the mirror and see. You're nothing but shit.

Freaking pissed.

The double vision I was seeing was finally clear

Hi. I just reached home an hour ago from reading at the library. Met up wf Xf at 3pm and tried to find a table but there was none. So we sat on the floor and did our work. Well, she did her work while I read the book which I bought a few days back. I managed to read 10chapters today in 3 or 4 hours and my eyes were so freaking tired. Had a break and went to jp to eat. Bought a dummy's present. Then went back to library to meet up wf Mok after that.



I've got suuuuper long legs. Whoa. LOL.




Xf looks like she's got Anorexia in the shadow picture. She's at the right side. Weird luhh, since when did she look so thin. ;X



I look like a ghost here. :O Well, that pretty sums it all up. There's school tomorrow. Drats. And my F&N Execution is on Wednesday. I have no idea what freaking dish to cook. -.- I'm so dead. I've been saying that for like, the nth time already.

I try to read between the lines and I saw a warning sign

Something unexpected happened today. I was gonna meet Xf to go shopping when my house's waterpipes were suddenly not working. The kitchen tap, bathroom tap, shower, were not working, meaning I can't bathe. First time this ever happened in my life. And first time I felt so fortunate to have water, everyday. LOL. Asked Xf to meet me later on. My aunt called the Waterpipe Agency, LOL. Idk what's that called. It just so happens that my neighbour closed down the waterpipe cos maybe, they're going overseas. And closed ours too, in the process. -.- But thank God for water, seriously. And FYI, I did bathe okay. After my aunt called the waterpipes, the water is back!








Far East, Heerens, Cineleisure, Jurong Point. Dinner at Mac. My mac pictures look so kuku can. ._. My feet got blisters from wearing such killer shoes. I was wearing my Everlast pumps. Xf kept telling me that those shoes' brand always eat your foot but her words always fall on deaf ears and look what happened to me. Pfft. I'll listen to her next time. What's worst? I managed to endure 3hours of shopping. It almost killed me. Lol. At least my shopping trip was not wasted. Bought a black top for 19.90 at Far East.

I'm dead. Real dead. I've got 4overdue birthday presents and I'm lacking of money. Freak. What's more? 2 of my bestfrs' birthdays are coming. Ugh.