I see myself in you, in everything you do






















One second, I was complaining about being sooo very hungry and the next, I'm complaining about being sooo very bloated. Even Yin Xuan got irked because of me for this.

Swimming tomorrow! I don't have a swimming costume but who cares. Still gonna swim! Steamboat after that. Hopefully I won't complain about being so hungry when swimming and being so bloated after the steamboat. Hahahaha. Bye.

Wahlao, some of my team-mates privated their blog, never invite me.
Ungrateful dumbos. Invite leh!

And I know I can't do this alone



Caught New Moon yesterday at Lido, Orchard! :D Was happy that I managed to watch it and get "good" seats but wasn't really that pleased with the overall movie plot. :/

Met up with Anna, Xf and Amanda at 1pm. I smsed them "Meet at 1pm, DO NOT BE LATE!" Because I was seriously worried over getting tickets. In the end, we got seats which we THOUGHT were very good! Ate lunch and walked around. 4.05 queue-d for the popcorn and stuff. I got a New Moon calendar for buying the combo! 3 of them paid 10bucks each while I paid 12bucks since I offered. The combo's 42bucks. When we went to the movie theatre, it was SO big! I was shocked. Then when we reached our seats which was the second last row, we realised the screen was so far away. LOL. Then we were whining why we never chose the center row! But too late though. In the theatre, I know it followed New Moon's plot in the book too. But I guess New Moon is just the least interesting out of the 4 books? Yeah.

After the movie, stapled our movie tickets with the lucky draw! Amanda helped me fill in my particulars like my full name and hp while I fill in the rest. If I managed to win the volvo, I'm gnna sell it! Muahahaha. 8)

Went to Orchard Central and didn't bought anything. Reached home around 9.30 plus? I'm going to church soon. Off to get ready in 30mins!

Listen to your dreams, they're smarter than you are.



Match against Kai Xuan yesterday at 6pm in school. Was very happy I played to standards! :D Went to watch 2012 the day before. It's super cool and I was omg-ing during the Volcano and when the ground start to sink, part. I was omg-ing so loud that Mok thinks I'm crazy. She herself was also omg-ing like crazy. I'm sure I said more than 30 omgs throughout the whole movie. Hahahaha.

After the movie, went to Fareast and shopped for things. Bought a dress after 3-4hours.

I want to go swimming. I want to watch New Moon. I want to jog. (Shocked, huh? LOL.) I want to go shopping again. I want to play ball. I want to (maybe) go for extra trainings.

New Moon is already released in Shaw Theatres! I was so excited when I heard the news. Xf don't want to watch wf me just because it's 2bucks more expensive since it's sneak previewing! Amanda already promised. Happy. Maybe catching it tomorrow! :D

Joanne: *eating cup noodles* Wah! I burnt my tongue!
Bella: Oh really? Is it on fire?

Very random. Bye!

Malacca trip. :D

Hello! I've gotten most of the pictures from Germaine, Siqi and Xiaofen. I'll start from Day One.

Day one: Woke up at 6am in the morning and ate breakfast. Jingyi fetched me down my block at 6.45am and reached school exactly on time. Boarded the bus until the Woodlands Checkpoint. Had lunch at Malacca. Reached Malacca at around 2.30pm and we needed to settle down fast as there's a match at 3.15pm. I was the Room IC since I was the oldest in the room yet, I didn't act like it. I kept asking either Germaine or Natasya who was sharing the room wf me to keep the key as I was scared I misplace it due to my short term of memory. -.-

I was one of the first 5 to play in the game and not even 3mins into the game, I fell down when I attempted to make a fastbreak because I tangled my legs with the girl who was behind me. To prevent my head from colliding with the cemented ground, I stuck out my elbow first which resulted to having great pain in my shoulder and I don't know how my right wrist was involved but when I twist or bend it in certain angles, the pain comes too. I've got a stupid wound on my left knee a blue-black bruise on my right knee and my right arm. All these on the first day, first game. Wow? I was sub-ed out and iced my shoulder. Not even halfway into the game, it rained heavily and it was postponed. Had dinner. Went back to the hotel. Bathed. Had debrief until 11pm plus.. TIRED TTM LAAAA. :@







Day two: Woke up at 6.30am in the morning as we need to go down for breakfast at 7am. I had a bit of trouble tying my hair as my right wrist was involved. The food for the 1st and 2nd day was really very nice! Breakfast was super great too! After breakfast, had training. Didn't join for training though and was ice-ing my right wrist as coach told me to. Had an early lunch as our game on that day for the juniors, starts at 1.30pm. The Under14 girls had their game first. Followed by the B div boys. Followed by the Under17 girls. Played with the opponent the day before and wasn't able to play to my standards. I guess my injuries were holding me back from playing better but maybe they're just excuses too. Pfft. Went to a mall to shop for our necessities.

Went back to hotel to change to slippers. Rested. Had dinner somewhere. Back to hotel. Bathed. Debrief till around 12am? Sleep.




Day three: No training for the day. Had an early match with the same opponent again. FYI, they were Malacca's state team. Before that, had breakfast first of course. It was as great as always. Food's super nice! :D After playing with the state team, had lunch. Then went to a different school to play a match. The boy's team of that school made a big hoohah about our boy's team coach, being referee and not fit to be one. The boys also played a match before ours. After that, dinner. Back to hotel. Ice bath. Was one of the last ones to go as I have girl problems. I swear something's wrong with them. When it was FINALLY my turn, I was like.. cringing in disgust as the water wasn't changed the whole time and it turned yellowish-brown. Yikes.

Stuck my foot down and shrilled. It was cold like mad! I was unable to calm myself down when my lower body settled down and Carissa helped me with it. Ice-bathed for 5mins and showered. Had debrief. After that, another debrief for upper sec leaders. Aft that, watched our match against the state team and saw our mistakes. Slept very late. While watching the video, I was trying so hard to keep my eyes open. Slept at 2am plus.



Day four: No training and match for the day. Instead, we went to a house which have mentally disabled people. We were gonna do CIP. We paid 60bucks for the Malacca trip and 240bucks of it were subsidised. We need to do CIP to pay it off. Woke up early and had breakfast. Boarded the bus and fetched the boys first from a school since they had an early match. After that, went straight to the location to do our CIP.

At first, I was scared to interact with them due to past experience. Each of us were given tasks to do and I was glad I helped out in some way as I don't do housechores that much. More like, I SELDOM do them. Yeah. Hehe. There were a total of more than 120 people helping in the house and I was slacking after I finished my task. I heard nasty rumours like Annseong, getting beaten up by one guy at the second floor and Chester, getting chased around so nobody really dared to go up the guy's section. After everybody was done, performed in front of the mentally disabled people and took pictures. It was really fun. I somehow managed to step out of my comfort zone and interact with them too. :D Satisfaction!

Lunched. After lunch, watched the match of the two opponents which we played, against each other. One team got skill. The other has aggression. Coach asked us to see how the team with skills can fight off the aggressiveness of the other team. After the match, took some pictures with the state team. Back to hotel to rest. Dinner. Went to a shopping mall and shopped for an hour. Back to hotel after shopping and bathed. Debrief. Slept late again.







Last day: Rise and shine early in the morning and had breakfast. After that, was given ample time to do our packing. I packed most of the stuffs already and I slept most of the time given in Amanda's room as I was really exhausted the past days due to lack of sleep. Loaded the bus with our luggages and went sightseeing! :D Went to a church with an interesting history and climbed up to the place where some deceased were buried. The tour guide was speaking in chinese most of the time so that's a disadvantage. :(

After sightseeing, went shopping for one hour. Bought food for my family and one big lollipop for my sis which has 15lollipops inside it. Had lunch then boarded the bus to Sg. Slept like a pig in the bus for 3hours while listening to music. Rched sg. Home sweeeeet home.











Thats just a few out of many photos uploaded but I'm lazy to put the rest. Hahaha.

During the trip, people were either scolding me for pinching their butt too much or for eating too much. If I ate so much, how come my maid told me I looked as if I became thinner? I shall continue eating then. LOL.

Whenever the team have free time in the hotel, we will crush one person down on the bed and laugh like crazy. I was a victim myself. Jingyi plus Amanda plus Germaine already weighed like 10 heavy elephants put together. So when it's Jingyi, Amanda, Germaine, Xiaofen, Singling, Joanna and Carissa.. trust me, you'll feel like dying.

HELLO, I'M BACK. :D
Update once I get all the pictures! I'll be posting a very wordy post.

L.O.V.E's just another word I'll never learn to pronounce.



Past few days have been really tiring. Training is becoming tougher than before. We've got a new jersey which is navy blue and green in colour and I really like it. Been going down to SBC to support my juniors' matches. So far, both teams played 2 matches each. First one was on 10 November, which was my birthday. I have finally turned 16. I'm the last one to turn 16 in my clique and it really sucks that stupid Mok kept rubbing in my face that I'm the youngest. Tsktsk.

Joanna was the first to wish me a Happy Birthday. I kept telling her that her message was actually sent at 11:59:52. 8 Seconds early. The one who was really on time was Jon. LOL. 12:00:00. Really exactly. LOL. But nevermind, I shall tell myself Joanna was the FIRST to wish me and she thinks I love her most for doing that.

Thank you, JOANNA, Jon, Bryan, Vernice, Joel, Leonard, Daryl, ChenSiang, Xiaofen, Amanda, Amirul, Hypro, Juwaidi, Hong Yi, Li Yi, Zhen Wei, Qiu Hui, Zul, Putri, Han Sui, Adriana, Victor, Chris, Ryan, Rina, Si qi, Singling, Jingyi, Germaine, Amirah, Shannon, Jiasi, Carissa, Jeff, Wei Quan, Zen, Julie, Song Wei, Kian Hwee, Brian, Jasper, Yin Xuan, Brandon, Xinping, Ayden, Janice, Benjamin, Rui Xiang, Valerie, Xiang Hua, Justin, Jyeison, Nicholas and Zach for wishing me happy birthday and remembering it! :D Luv you all. Oh yah, not forgetting the whole team who sang me a birthday song on the way back to school after their match! (L)

I repaired my camera on 9 November, which was the LAST day of warranty. Training was quite tough that day and I was seriously very very lazy to go but I can't afford to waste my warranty. After sending it, I felt really satisfied because I finally sent it for repair, which should've been sent 3months ago! 8)



I seriously don't know what's up with my reflection pictures in the toilet nowadays. I guess it's because I don't know where else to take pictures? Aiyoh.

















Had my birthday celebration wf clique yesterday at Sentosa. Didn't have it on my actual birthday as some of them were still having O levels. Yesterday marks the last day of O levels for them. Amirah and Joanna finished on 11th Nov while Jiasi and Shannon finished ytd due to their Bio paper. Met up wf Joanna, Amirah, Xf and Amanda first and headed to Sentosa. Bought a beach ball which costed 4bucks only. We actually wanted to buy a volleyball which costed 23bucks but most of us thought it wasn't worth it. Xf and I couldn't play in the water due to girl problems. Totally sucks man. Nonetheless, I pushed Xf into the water and she screamed at me. LOL. I got dragged into the water by both Mok and Xf. In the end, we don't care already. Played with water until around 4 going to 5. Washed up. I took the longest time to get ready in the toilet. I went to shower wf Amirah and Xf first. Amirah and Xf left first so that they could take care of the belongings while Amanda and Joanna come to shower next. I was still drying my hair by the time Amanda and Joanna finished bathing. Poofz.

Met up wf Shannon and Jiasi at Vivo as their paper finished around 3 or 4? Yeah. The 7 of us actually wanted to catch the movie 2012 but it was all sold out! Dang. Xf got free 10 movie tickets so she could treat all of us. Didn't watch movie in the end. Had dinner. Took photos. Walked around. Played at Time Zone which made me and Amanda reminisce something dumb and stupid, concerning yours truly.

Before watching Jennifer's Body at Westmall, Amanda and I played at TimeZone, Westmall. Playing Daytona.

Joanne: Wahlao this stupid wheel damn hard to control leh! Wahlao I dont wnna play alr lah! *beats the steering wheel*
Amanda: *keep laughing like crazy*
Joanne: OMG AMANDA! Look!! HELP ME! *Waves the steering wheel in front of her face as it came off*
Amanda: *laughs harder* Omg Joanne, you damn violent leh! HAHAHA.

Amanda told them about this which made them laugh like crazy. Seriously, it wasn't my fault. Even Amanda admitted the steering wheel was alr spoilt okay! Played Time Zone and laughed like crazy. After that, we went back to Boonlay. Was hoping to catch a late night movie at 10.15, 2012. But the tickets were sold out too! Dang. In the end, we called it a day and headed home. Super fun-filled. :D

I'm happy with all the gifts I received. Thanks to RuiXiang, Val, Justin and Xianghua for getting me a bracelet and earrings from Prologue. Thanks to the cellgroup for getting me such a nice dress with 2 necklaces. Thanks, Rina, for the bookmark and necklace. :D Thanks, Jasper, for treating me at Swensens! :D Thanks, Yinxuan and Xinping for the book! Thanks, Amirah, Shannon, Jiasi, Anna, Amanda and Xf for getting me the dress which I had my eyes on for a week already. Thanks to my cousin for getting me nice shoes! :D Uhhuh, that's all I guess.

I'm going to Malaysia soon. For 5 days and 4 nights. This may be my last post. Will be posting again once the trip is over! Okay, until here. Such a wordy post. BYE.

The same tricks that once fooled me, they won't get you anywhere

Went out wf Amanda, Qiuhui and Ms.Ang to Westmall and watched Jennifer's Body again. At first, I was reluctant to go as I already watched it before. But Amanda was pleading on the phone so in the end, wasted 6 bucks by watching it again. Qiuhui is not 16 yet. She's actually 15 this year. The plan was that Qiuhui and I buy tickets for Michael Jackson's "This Is It." Concert movie which is at 2.45pm since Jennifer's Body is NC16. Amanda and Ms.Ang bought tickets for Jennifer's Body, which was also 2.45pm. Both theatres are just beside each other. MJ's concert was in Theatre 2 while JB is Theatre 1. Amanda and Ms.Ang actually wanted the auntie who was tearing the other half of the tickets, to look somewhere else so that Qiuhui and I could sneak into Theatre1. I can watch, just that I'm helping Qiuhui okay. -.- In the end, THE AUNTIE WAS LOOKING. &^%$@! Oh gosh, then Qiuhui and I were panicking. We just went into Theatre2 and called Amanda. Went to toilet but the cleaner auntie was looking suspiciously at me then I quickly said to the phone "Eh, he isn't here yet." LOL. I was trying to change topic. No use, Amanda just said try to find a way. Damn Amanda. Qiuhui and I went back to Theatre2 and both of us were peering through the door but the auntie caught us! I was like, "This is the bad part." In the end, Qiuhui told her we wnna go Theatre 1 and she let us! Oh wowowowowow. LOL. So relieved! :D Okay whew, that was a long story.

Somewhere during the middle part of the movie, I was looking down as it was one of the scary parts. Then I was eating my sushi and my phone was on my lap. Seriously, I HATE SOUND EFFECTS. It like, somewhat blasted and I screamed alone and dropped both my sushis and my phone! :( Super sad okay. I still left 3 sushis. Even worst, I screamed alone. Embarrassing, totally.






Last picture; Scandal. LOL. My phone's camera is back to normal for now! I'm pretty sure it will be blurred soon, again. I guess it's PMS-ing. Pfft. Training tomorrow. And I'm going to HarbourFront. I NEED TO GO THERE, like soon? My camera's warranty will expire on Nov 9. -.- I've been delaying it everytime. Dumb me for being lazy.

I wonder if you could feel my pain now, just like how I could feel yours.

Don't trip. Don't fall. You'll lose it all.

Okay hi. I went job hunting after cellgroup. Met up wf Xf and went to IMM and Jurongpoint. In the end, we only left our numbers at 1 store. -.- Pathetic, really. Most of the stores wanted FULL-time. Whenever I see the word FULL or 18/21&ABOVE or COMMISSION, I'd just groan and walk off. Sigh. I'm so dead beat.
















The two blurr pictures are taken by my phone. I swear sometimes, my phone camera is sot. Sometimes, it's blurr like how it is now and sometimes, it's super clear and takes super nice pictures. But now, it currently sucks manz. Training tomorrow. Malaysia trip is getting nearer day by day. 5d4n. Super long can. :( And oh yes, my birthday is also getting nearer. Muahahahaha.



I've been watching this New Moon trailer for 6times already. It's longer compared to the trailer I posted a few months back. I'm seriously anticipating like mad for it. Can't wait for it! My obsession for New Moon is as bad as Amanda's obsession for Jennifer's Body. Hahaha.