Fun night last night. Even though its just picture-taking, talking or slacking. Stayed up with Anna, Jy & Ser up till almost 2am plus and was knocked out by 3.30am. I ONLY HAD 5 HOURS OF SLEEP and I can't get back to sleep. Ahhh, super cranky. :@

One moment, it's inseparable. The next, it becomes strained to the point where you feel highly distraught even if you don't even want to feel the slightest as you don't want to stoop to the point of being selfish for your own pessimistic reasons. So optimism surges back, insistently, as you would rather feel happy instead of being guilty. As what they say, Ignorance is bliss. But you just know it's too much of something that you can't be unperturbed on. It's one of the suckiest feelings in the world.